No Good Guy

I wanted there to be a good guy,

I needed it to be you,

I believed it was you.

Would else could it be?

There was no one else.

That was the story I told myself

In order to survive.

I had to believe in you,

That you would care for me.

I had to believe that you would save me.

But when it came down to it, 

I was all alone.

You pushed me away,

And locked me out of your life.

You chose her instead.

I wanted there to be a good guy,

I needed it to be you.

There was no one else.

I was alone all along.